happy birthaday..

well, today is my birthday! yay! because it's my fifteenth birthday, i wanna post this song, enjoy!

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It’s the morning of your very first day
It’s the morning of your very first day
You say “Hi” to your friends you ain’t seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody’s way
It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
“You know I haven’t seen you around, before”

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you’re gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you’re best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they’re so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then you’re on your very first date and hes got a car
And you’re feeling like flying
And you’re mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you’re dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
When you’re fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you’ll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn’t know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen, don’t forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you’re supposed to be
I didn’t know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors

hari pendidikan?

kali ini, aku mau ngepost blogku dalam bahasa indonesia, karena mungkin yang mau kuceritakan ini terlalu susah untuk kuceritakan dalam bahasa inggris. (maklum bu, belum lancar saya, hehehe..)

aku barusan nonton tv, di acara 'John Pantau'. kali ini, temanya tentang hari pendidikan .

ada cerita tentang Pak Mahmud. beliau bekerja sebagai kepala sekolah dan guru di salah satu SMP di Jakarta. selain itu, Pak Mahmud juga menyambi pekerjaan lain, yaitu...


menjadi pemulung.


yaph, aku gak salah ketik kok kawan-kawan. beliau sudah mengabdi menjadi guru selama 31 tahun (1979-2010), namun sampai sekarang statusnya masih guru honorer, belum menjadi pegawai negeri. terakhir, menurut pengakuan beliau, gajinya sebesar 300 ribu rupiah per bulan.(!) anaknya 3, semua kuliah, semua drop out, dengan alasan yang sama: tidak bisa bayar uang semester.

well, cerita itu benar-benar membuatku syok, dan sekaligus bersyukur karena orangtuaku masih mampu membiayaiku sekolah, bahkan kadang-kadang (alhamdullillah) ada kelebihan yang membuat kami bisa jalan-jalan kemana-mana. sedangkan keluarga Pak Mahmud, menurut pengakuan beliau, hanya untuk membeli beras seminggu harus menunggu hasil dari memulung, yang terkadang bahkan lebih besar dari penghasilan Pak Mahmud menjadi guru.

satu perkataan dari Pak Mahmud yang cukup mengena,
'kenapa harus malu memulung? orang yang korupsi aja gak malu kok, sampai bisa minta mobil baru. dia (koruptor) aksinya diketahui orang se-Indonesia, saya kan paling-paling yang tahu hanya murid dan sesama guru.'


hari ini, tanggal 2 Mei, adalah Hari Pendidikan Indonesia. namun, ternyata masih ada pahlawan tanpa tanda jasa kita yang bernasib seperti itu. so, BAGI YANG MERASA, masih mau korupsi?

SELAMAT HARI PENDIDIKAN!(?)

nothing to do..

it's Saturday night, and i have no activity. i wanna go somewhere, but i have no money. usually, i go for a walk, watching movies, or eating dinner and sharing all about our week, with my one and only... mom.. hehe..

but she's now in denver, and she'll go back here at 7th May.. (so long, right?)
i guess now i'm kinda stuck at home. but it's all right, i can still do more stuff, like what i'm doing now, watching tv, texting with someone, and blogging of course!

well, what would i write?

i've just watched this movie, titled 'my name is khan'. it's (so far) the greatest movie i've ever seen!
it's about this man, Rizvan Khan, who has an Asperger's Syndrome. he's a Moslem, he lived at America. the movie tells us about his fight to prove to the America's president that his not a terorist.

maybe some of you don't like this movie, but it's all right, it's all about the taste, right? but for me, the story was complete, and i think this movie could inspire you. wanna try to watch it?

when you love someone..

i've been crazy about this song, cause i think this song and the lyric are so sweet.. hehe..

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

When You Love Someone
Endah n Rhesa

swimming..

humph, i'm so tired today. (well, maybe just tired, hehe..)

i was swimming with my friends, at IKIP swimming pool Jogja. we went there at around 9am, and finished at arond 11am. it was really fun!

i actually can't really swim well, hihihi.. (i know, it's kinda embarasing right?) my last time swimming was around 3 years ago, when i still at the elementary school, to be exact, at 6th grade. i was thought by my (late) dad. but, i wasn't really a good student, and my dad also wasn't a great tutor too.. hehe..

one thing i hate about swimming is, when i swim, i can really forget the time, so when i've done, my skin were burnt! oh no! i become really really tanned, which is i don't like.. ^_^

but, i still like swimming after all. next time, i won't forget put my sunblock's on!

the new library

well, its not actually 'new', but i just visit it lately.

it's located near my favorite bookstore, Gramedia, and it's a two floor building. i've already visited there twice, and i wanna go there again!

it's a nice place. in the 1st floor, there are a lot of novel, reference books, and stuff. in the 2nd floor, there are a lot of comic books, magazines, and also the computer. it also has a kid area, so you could bring your little sister or brother to go there too.

for me, the place feels homy, so when i read in there, the time flies, hehe..
of course, i read a lot of books, especially 'Sherlock Holmes', 'Conan' and stuff.

so, feel free to visit your city library, because who knows, it might feels cozy to stay!=)

i wanna feel a crush!

i wanna feel a crush!! hehe..

you know, like Archuleta song, 'Crush'..

i feel that every time i have a crush, it always come NOT in the right time, so it always ended up badly. but, when i feel like the time is right, nobody's around, or i don't feel 'that way' to anybody. you know what i'm talking about, right? well, if don't get it, just try to keep up. hehehe... =)

right now, i'm in the second condition. guys, what should i do? i wanna feel it, but i don't wanna feel it.. (what??) yeah , it's confusing..

wkwkwkwk...=)